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Well today as like other days... I was waiting 4 him he is so lovely... The only bad stuff is that he is so really far... Not near me... I just wanna be in his strong arms... Listening that he love me... n then he kiss me all.. ohhhh I wanna some stuffs but world is so bad around me.. I just live writing stories abut people around me.. o the simple stuffs that pass around my word… am I a normal person o I just live ma life as.. i´m not sure.. Ma mom was at home... Waiting me... cuz I told her that I was doing homework... But I went 2 get unstressed… listened got electronic music… I just wanted get fun... but I saw ma ex... Was so… cool... cuz I even fell nothing.. i´m cool.. Really.. I’m so in love of him.. so I wanna see him… I proud of me.. I hope that he will be proud of me.. today we got a row.. cuz he didn´t believe me.. I think that he topugth that I was cheating on him.. but I learned that nobody can do it.. as soon as possible people is gonna talk.. n he or she is gonna know about it… trust me… i´m seriously that was the way that I know about it… it´s no funny.. when u are with some body be just with one person.. why in this world man need to get more that a woman.. why the need more.. one is not enough?.. I don´t think so.. porq hay que hablar de cosas malas.. si me he divertido.. i gotta healthy fun tonight.. I was with 4 funny girls… dancing.. well jumpin´ that’s the way u gotta dance it… hahaha… it´s 2:30 am.. that´s remembame that I saw a good friend there.. I know that i´m always bothering him.. cuz sometimes he is really annoying .. but I love him.. ohhhh ma pour frd.. was so stress when she saw me talking with her ex… he took me.. n we started to talk… I know that he is a re4ally good frd.. but he gotta a problem.. that he is on the wrong side… ohhh ma gosh.. people is never comfortable with the stuffs that BiG DaDdY gave us… I´m not a good daughter but I think that I know what’s good and bad… ohhh i´m startin´ on business as u teach me… i´m like u… u gotta know already that the student can be better than the teacher… hehehe… i´m cool.. i´m sure.. ohhhhh I wanna plan ma stuffs just 4 travel and travel.. I think that I took the wrong carrier.. I should study tourism… Q vaina.. como los recuerdo dan vueltas por la cabeza de uno verdad.. eso de donde hubo fuego cenizas quedan.. el viento y la lluvia se las lleva con ellos… algo muy fuera de lo comun aprendi de mi sobrinito.. el tenia un partido de futbol.. y me dijo: “papo (that´s the way that he calls me) no importa si gano o pierda lo importante es jugar, pero esta vez gano yop!” i was so… i didn’t got already words 4 it.. he is already 4 years.. he is a baby.. ma babyboy… i remembered that he was in pampers.. n now he said.. i´m married ana a baby girl said that she is her wife… ma nephew got a wife… i´m 21 n I just gotta a nice boyfriend… ahhhh nana como te extraño.. ya mismo tamos de bday.. se q a la distancia la has de pasar del putas huevones.. por tendras 21 y empezo la locura.. no te dañes.. yop ya me termine de dañar jejeje.. es lo maximo.. han pasado tantas cosas buenas en mi vida.. o mejor dicho.. ahora me tomo el tiempo de verlas puede ser que tenga un dia terrible pero veo la felicidad en cosas muy simples.. aunq algunas veces la gente tenga que mentir.. puede ser que se sobreviva, hay cosas que uno nunca quisiera saber, porque asi es feliz y vive una realidad distinta, pero que pasa cuando sabes la verdad.. tal vez no pueda soportarlo tu endeble cuerpo… y tengas que estallar y de ahí los famosos colapsos nerviosos y el tan conocidos stress… q carajo por mi parte.. i´m so happy.. cuz i´m in luv… Me amo yo misma…. Amo lo que pasa.. amo mi vida.. nunca antes me senti tan viva .. y sin necesidad de tomar o fumar, o usar alguna droga, ya sea medicine or cositas subversivas jajajaja…. I just wanna see thier faces.. i saw 2 of them.. u taught me well.. remember about it.. king of lies… ohhh but I gotta a problemo.. I can´t do it… n i´m happy 4 it… n I´m not interesting in lies… if u do it to me.. cool cuz is ur problem… just God is looking at you… u can do whatever u want here on earth.. quiero seguir bailando. Porq tengo que manejar y no maneja otro… estoy escuchando una cancion que para mi es Hermosa…. Talk to me when the sun is falling… get close.. skin with skin.. the sky got name… ur name… I can give whatever just 2 see ya only one instant .. is cold, is late u gotta back… volveras…. se marcho.. ella se alejo de mi.. pero como en las cartas los puntos. Posdatas… no me presente.. solo fuy testigo por casualidad… Nunca mas se harán reproche spor intentar amanecer.. her soul shine stronger than millions of suns… stoy loca.. que cosa.. el amor me tiene asi.. en las nubes.. ese amor por mi.. por mi felicidad…. Just 3… will be a great number.. si o no ña.. u know what i´m talking about.. u should be so proud of me.. I saw the freak.. n i´m was like me.. normal as always u used to be at my side.. but alone.. cool.. I did it.. i´m happy… Solo dime que estas bien.. .. son esos ratitos que me hacen mas fuerte.. es un año lleno de primaveras para mi… ahhhhhhhhhh i´m happy…