back again 2 da life!!!

well i have had a good time around a few friends.. I tried to change ma life but it didn't change at all.. but I still hanngin' on around the old one.. so I don't know what should I do.. but I think that would b bette than now.. I wanna quit everything but isn't easy... sure look like if every time I just think about me.. but da problemo ist that I can't think in the rest if I don do anything 4 ma life.. there are so many stuffs that are oround ma head and dont let me be free those stuffs look like a jail 4 me.. so i dont know why?.. but i think that it would change...