es bueno estar solo...is good to be alone

days like this i just remenber some stuffs that was on ma past..but aint no matter.. how can people change their style of life.. why the past is always there in every moment.. i wonder that my present be strong as ma past.. but no u have to be there.. not you even you.. you.. i stand myself.. some times i can act like a crazy but im never talk about a one person.. there are 3 important guys there.. that i never thought that those guys can toughme some important stuffs that i can use in ma days by days.. but no matter.. today i just remember those frizzy wild nights that i got long times ago.. when i tried to recober myself of a broken heart trying to use another person as a band aid.. but didn't works.. was worse that try to kill ma self.. but no matter why i just have remember it?? why u still there.. u should be dead.. i think.. why the past is there n just appear when u dont even thing in something that makes to remainder ya.. well is really confusin' 4 me.. so i dont know why i talk about it.. why the past is always there??? is possible that exist a plce in ma brain that i don't use to keep those remains there.. and never see it again or is posible to forget?? i just wonder know!!!